2 part to skipping school?
I am really a loner and no im not smart like that i am in i.e.p student which means i have in indvidual eduation plan, i have a learning disablity so some of my classes are hard and some are easy. Sometimes im sad because i see everyone else having fun at school and talking and even though you shouldn't do that and focus on your work it would be nice to have some friends to tlk to or to help me with my homework. literlly i have no friends and the friends i do have are long distance because i dont like drama, or gossip and basically that is what kids do here. i skipped because i hate getting picked on, or my name is in someone else mouth for no reason. I dislike that getting my name called in class. i get frighten when i have to talk in front of classes and i can't do that anyways cause its on my I.E.P so now the teachers know. i feel bad for myself that i dont know its like hard right now. i live off ssi with my foster family and i pay 300 dollars in rent to her so i can stay there since its a big house and now that i am not in foster care she cannot take care of me like she use to like clothes and stuff. so i have to do it plus paying my laptop bill nd paying money to my sponser child in brazil its hard. but i wanted to do this because i wanted to be happy. right now i do not know if i fail in life. Well yesterday my sister talked to me and said that i am scared to move on and i keep pushing myself back and its true. i should of never left foster care i should of never been addicted to the internet. i think i am gonna end up like my real life parents. their druggies even though i do not do it. the road is fading i need help from someone im sooo scared i cant even talk to my foster mother about this and i use to tell her everything :(
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Answer 1 :
You need to focus on the good things in life. You shouldn't care about what the others think about you. You are the more mature one for not talking about other people and not wanting drama. Just focus on making your grades good and strengthening your relationship with your foster mother and others you care about. Also, pray. It really works I promise. If you find God in your life everything will start to get better. God will never put you in a situation you can't handle. Everything always works out in the end, and if it doesn't work out, that means it's not the end yet... Good Luck
Answer 2 :
Sounds to me like your actually quite mature for your age considering you don't like the whole gossip/drama aspect of it. But you really need to open yourself up and try to at least meet opposite sex. Don't worry about friends really, they will follow. You will be much happier if you can find a boyfriend or girlfriend, I'm guessing your a boy. But it's very impressive and reinforces my observation that you are mature based on the fact that you actually pay 300 in rent. Did you know you could get an apartment with someone for cheaper than that per month? But you have to just keep pushing. You just sound like your more mature than the douchebags in your classes. You just have to think how much of a loser those people are going to be in 10 years.. the reason people talk about others in negative ways is because they are afraid of focus on themselves. You seem to be quite a nice person that would rather deal with one's self rather than focus on other people's problems. This in turn makes you an extraordinary person. Good luck man, seriously, you should figure out what you want in the future and start pursuing , find a trade skill you like
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